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Interests: God, family, friends, music, good books, hockey, CS Lewis and Tolkein, watching mst3k with my brothers, etc.
Expertise: Underwater basketweaving, but I want to be a shepherdess. Well, maybe not.
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Member Since: 7/30/2005

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Monday, August 02, 2010

I'm Still Here

"I'm Still Here"

Vertical Horizon

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Still here

Seeing the ashes in my heart
The smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

“Easier Than Love”

Switchfoot

Sex is currency
She sells cars,
She sells magazines
Addictive bittersweet, clap your hands,
with the hopeless nicotines

Everyone's a lost romantic,
Since our love became a kissing show
Everyone's a Casanova,
Come and pass me the mistletoe

Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone

She is easier than love
Is easier than life
It's easier to fake and smile and bribe

It's easier to leave
It's easier to lie
It's harder to face ourselves at night
Feeling alone,
What have we done?
What is the monster we've become?

Where is my soul?

Numb

Sex is industry,
The CEO, of corporate policy
Skin-deep ministry,
Suburban youth, hail your so-called liberty

Every advertising antic,
Our banner waves with a neon glow
War and love become pedantic,
We wage love with a mistletoe

Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone
She is easier than love
Is easier than life
It's easier to fake and smile and bribe

It's easier to leave
It's easier to lie
It's harder to face ourselves at night
Feeling alone,
What have we done?
What is the monster we've become?

Where is my soul?

It's easier to love,
It's easier to love

It's easier to love,
It's easier to love

She is easier than love,
It's easier to love

Everyone's been scared to death of,
Everyone's been scared to death of,
Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone,
alone

[Sing]
Sex is easier than love,
It's easier than love,
It's easier to fake and smile and brag

It's easier to leave,
It's easier to lie,
It's harder to face ourselves at night
Feeling alone,
What have we done?
What is the monster we've become?

Where is my soul? (Where is my?)
Where is my soul?


Wednesday, October 07, 2009

One and Lonely

By Superchick

It's not like they meant to hurt me
Watchin TV, checkin Britney, televised, my guys
Checkin out her thighs and I roll my eyes and sigh
It's not like I even need to be
competing with unreality TV, fantasy
Not for a smart girl like me
Some days it's hard to be a one girl revolution

CHORUS:
Sometimes I have good days and it's good to be me
Sometimes I get the best of insecurity
And it's quite alright to be the one and only
But today I feel like the one and lonely

It's not that I don't know beauty is only skin deep
Just the skin I'm in, not the girl within
But one imperfection takes away my grin
Not that I think I'm ugly but
Acne throws me for a backslide
I won't go outside
Makeup can't hide how I feel inside
Some days it's hard to be a one girl revolution

CHORUS

(Oh, the one and lonely)
We all have bad hair days
Those nothing good about me days
Just keep moving on cuz they'll be gone
And we'll still be here going on
We have our yesterdays
No lunch cuz the jeans don't fit days
Just keep moving on cuz they'll be gone
And we'll still be here going on

Sometimes I have bad days and it's hard to be me
Sometimes I get brought down by insecurity
And I have my days where I'm the one and lonely
But today I choose to be the one and only
Yea, I'm the one and only


Monday, March 02, 2009

If you've not yet seen the movie this song comes from, I definately recommend it.  It's pretty funny and has an excellent message - not common for Hollywood.  The song (by Kirk Franklin and Jill Scott) and the movie are both called Kingdom Come. __________________________________________________________________________

I've been up, I've been down
Been looking for some joy to come around
I been praying for some sunshine
Been looking for a love
That I could call mine
See I cried for so long
Now I'm ready for the tears to be gone
So , I'm calling you right now
Cause you said that I could make it
Lord anyhow

So I'm gonna wait (On you)
Cause I know that you're gonna bring (Me through)
I know you're gonna make (Me strong)
Cause deliverance is coming and (It won't be long)
The storm is gonna pass (Away)
I beleive it's gonna be (A brighter day)
I can finally see ( The sun)
So I waiting on till (Thy kingdom come)

This world could be cold
And I can feel the hurting
In my soul
But the pain it won't last long
Cause I know that you're gonna make me strong
Just take it from me
One day we're gonna be free
Weeping may endure for night
But the lord said it's gonna be alright

So I'm gonna wait (on you)
Cause I know that you're gonna bring (me through)
I know you're gonna make (me strong)
Cause deliverance is coming and (it won't be long)
The storms gonna pass (away)
I believe it's gonna be ( A brighter day)
I can finally see (the sun)
So I'm waiting on you till (thy kingdom come)


Saturday, January 31, 2009

It's been a while (again).  I won't bother to update; too much has changed.  I just wanted to share the lyrics to a song that's been my most recent "cry of the heart," I suppose.  It's switchfoot's Learning to Breath:
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Hello! Good morning! How you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could us a fresh beginning too,
But all of my regrets are nothing new.

So this is a way that I say I need you.
This is a way; this is a way

That I'm learning to breath; learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breath in these abundant skies

Hello! Good morning! How you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in.
I never, never thought that I would fall like that
Never knew I could hurt this bad.

That I'm learning to breath; learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breath in these abundant skies

This is a way that I say I need you.
This is a way that I say I love you.
This is a way that I say I'm yours.
This is a way; This is a way...

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